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I love happy but i'm not be real happiness....
Could you make me happy in future...?
Try your best and belief yourself do it...~ ^v^
but...
"You are a more active person, drawing a clear line between happiness and unhappiness. You are more quick-tempered. If you encounter things you like, you will do it without second thought. But once you encounter things that you hate, you will wish to get out of it as soon as possible. As you are a person of your own views, the friends you tend to have will be of the same pattern. But once good friends, you will understand them a lot and go all the way to help then. Friends are very dependent on you. As you are too emotional, you may make a storm out of a teacup with your friends. You must learn to do things in order and not give up easily. You can try making friends with those you don't think you can get along with, don't stick with the same category. This will make you more popular and charming. "
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3 days before

 
前两天,原本要到中学好朋友的家帮她补庆祝生日。结果我们都帮她为了升学向董总借钱的自传完成完毕。关键不在这里,关键在于,她用了三年个小时多来完成她那八百多字的自传~哈哈~(我好像很过分哦,在这里讲她的坏印象)。期间,ken还帮她维修那架百块出的scanner 哈哈~分享一下~
 

                      

     哈哈~猜猜是谁??~呵呵~在谁家???呵呵~

 Actually I have started writting this blog at the previous day but in somebody wanted used the computer, that's why I related continuous just.
 
Do you belief???
Last 3-days I had played a test game which called"WHEN DO YOU WILL DEATH".
Do you all interesting with my final answer?? The answer is 18 years old...
May be somebody would say, "where got? Still life and going finished the blog."
I can answer they, YES, I really death at 18 years old. Now I'm not yuanqi before~ I was changed...
 Why I'ld says that is I have an incident at that previous year was changing my life...
May be most of you will interesting what going on with me? but sorry , I not really want to memorize it out again~
Or may be people will say, just funny game , cannot truth believe the answer, just get fun~
YES, the concept is right who people said it.... That fine~ Nothing going to worry about it~
Sometime, the answer when you death is not actual you have die~ May be is something was happen that changing your life, it could be most realized the answer, right? Whatever what they say, for me, is tha real answer. But not only 18 years old that time, is twice time also after later year.
Reason is not enought to concern some one or anyone, can just says that is more interesting what incident was happened could getting you have a big changged in your life and get a new~ I just want to say that you only concern what situatin with your friend and she/he getting well as before than more enought to know the processing of an incident. I can says that only situation just now you can feeling it what happen with your frined, not real but feeling is truth for own~ belief it~
 

blogger at the time

Sometime I was thinking why people must ask why, why and why? I’m that kind of people before but have some changing with me since they was studies at oversea or other place.

           

            It’s any reason for ‘why’? Or should any ‘why’ definitely have their own reason?

I thought I was leave it flies at the previous time ago… but I found this feeling again after I received a call from my friend. My friend that we known each other since 2007, is 100th years anniversary when went to survivor camp. I remember that we have not keep contact with a long time ago since I need his help for converted some recorded video by my own with made a DVD for someone. That is my first experience to making a converted video by DIY~ sound so funny, right? Haha, well…list it in my learning skill which I had learned.

 

            Last time I have wrote a blog about future of my study and told about may be I was planned to continuous level of study with bachelor’s degree level. I have an idea for changes with undertaken ACCA paper but I still considering around this area. Simultaneously, I also worry I cannot cover it at all. Suddenly, I feel some pessimistic feeling by my heart. Oh my god, I cannot be that~ god blessing at all~

 

            At this semester (3), I have selected cover 5 subject, they are Financial Accounting 2(FA2), Information System, Principle of Marketing, Business Law and Marco-economic. More difficult is Business Law, because all kind of part must memorize meanwhile examination writing paper. Second one I thinks is Principle of Marketing, because all concept in writing paper mean in examination. Continuously, is Information System or Marco-economic. The last one I will not worry about is FA2 because I have learned before secondary school. People said that if have skill of learn before than most opportunity is quire easier to remind in brain and learn hardly again.

           

            I believe that I will try my best hardly started at this time through this semester upon I graduate. Give a smile  : )

 

I will blog it next time when I free or I have other physical feeling even through in my mind or directly heart feeling straightly.

I am miss my best friends very much, very in touch~

                                                                                                                                                                                                      Beast Regards,

                                                                                                                                                                                                       Yuanqi  >,<

feel some sadness

I just know when I want make additional subject in the SEGi collage with my program's coordinator.

The news is make me hurts with I have planned my schedule to finish the course syllabus which I have taken. I have thought and planned it 2 previous days, the final answer do not make me can success be graduated in period time. May be I have thought more and more than I can cover. Every thing I was planning and make effective where I stepped. So bad~

 I can only to do things is follow the policy of education here.

 

I have planned a 2 and a half year program and make it shortage to 2 year. Finally, I have failure the planned because of education’s policy. They have make policy here students cannot graduate be earlier except exempted students. How can be exempted student way is who can skip 6 papers with syllabus such as LCCI paper, transfer from other collage and other. Hence, I also need to stay here until finished my syllabus for 2 ½ year and I want plan again with me new schedule life is working for getting experience or may be sign up a shortage event course which I interested. How do I thinks now is just have an ideal to go a step. But I have no time to working right? Oh…I do not any more than I think….May be I have thinking too more for now.

 

Actually I like learn more I am interest it. I know I have this ideal is very not in realized to social. I always think too more, I felt undergo many hardships with my personality.

 

I have an ideal to continuous improve with holding bachelor’s degree program. I have peculiar myself why not have abilities, not have talents. I always told my friend must try all the best in hard but how about me? Just talk and do nothing? Oh~ god blessing me.

Hah~ anyways, just smile may be can bring me out from more than I think and just do nature. I know I cannot make sorry with myself and my parent. I can do!!!!!

 

~I hope I can do it~   Fully power hard study this time….Because I have no more time...YES!!!

 

relationship with us

终于回到这里了~

今天(也就是刚才晚上八点至十一点多左右),终于和姐妹们见面了。他们一切很好,刚考完试,又开始要忙新的学期了。见到他们很开心,看着他们的背影,感觉我的朋友回来了、感觉我寂寞的灵魂回来了。很多话讲、很多东西想分享、很多东西想知道。不懂从几何时,开始和佩芬很接近了,淑君也靠近了,反而丽晶和俪莉却感觉有点疏远了。俪莉开始很忙了,课业上的忙碌让她没有透气的时候,感觉他真得很吃力、很用功学好这一课。我感到很欣慰,也很开心,看着她开始了我一直在寻找的心理学。看着她,我感觉了很多很奇妙的感觉。虽然不什么说话,只要看着她,我能感觉到自己。

                佩芬与我开始学会分享了自己的故事、自己进来的感受、自己面对到得问题、自己感受到得那份真诚友谊。看着她,我们可以到了无话不谈的地步,随便聊聊着也会很开心,很开怀。丽晶,我感觉陌生了,是我多心了,我没好好放时间在她身上,因为我们之间还是有很多的自己的秘密的。等待的是时机,让我慢慢的捉摸我的姐妹们。和你们在一起,我感觉很自在。淑君,看来我们的距离又拉近了!真高兴~以前很少接触你,现在绝感觉很有趣。我很喜欢这种感觉。

                我们姐妹之间,各自都有不同的性格,感觉很特殊,却可以容在一起,是我们的福气,是我的缘分与你们连成一线。可惜,因为少接触到的美琪,所以感觉不到她的气息。在我的感觉里,好像失去了灵活的精灵,是她吗?说实在的,我能感觉她的不在却没有影响到我在姐妹中少去了她的出现。我知道她是很玩得的人,如果跟阿梁一起出来玩,总是让我有预感丽晶会有些什么似的。也许丽晶会多了一个supporter,但结局可能不是现在这样的感觉了。

                我害怕在这里说了一些有什么误会的话,也不是代表我不是很想她的不出现,但总觉得慢慢的我们这一班出来的变成了另一个新的组别了,也可以说是<吹吹水>,谈谈心情、出来疯狂一下被人灌酒的感觉。但,在我们六姐妹之中,我们的感觉还是存在的,但就是不能多了那两个男的。这样才算是纯洁的六姐妹。至于我们这一班《吹吹水》,就偶尔出来放松下自己,给个机会大家出来见见面,也可以充当解决问题啊!

                谢谢,姐妹们~晚安!

 

days and days

Days become days, my examination also becoming soon but I haven get ready with my exam. That’s mean I have not started to do revision by myself at these holiday week. I know I cannot be lazier again. I scare if I failed and I want to re-sit or re-take again. I dun know why I cannot pay attention to do revision at home. I felt it is something disturbing me to took out the note and get ready to do revision.

                For this reason also I have finished watched a set of movie at home with pass 4 days, haha~ I felt not bad with this movie, for it title ”Man in charge”<幕后大老爷>, is a Cantonese movie, very nice. >,<

                By the hand, I also enjoy goes out at night with my different friend by the previous days. Where were I goes for those previous days? Most of times goes for yam cha, have a short time travel trip by private car.

                Tonight, I have goes to yam cha with my ex-boy friend. Something incident with me, I have ordered a drink with mocha blender ice. When I want finish the last taste of scoop,  I have found that smaller something like cooper or silver things with my mouse. I am very fortunately it didn’t lop off my tongue…than I called a waitress and want to get an explanation. Finally I get a free drink on charges. Haha. But this things want to take serious with the restaurant because may be will make the person who ordering drinks and encounter same like this incident I had met.

                Take care of your all while anytime…! Best regards to all my friends..

Hi, guys~

Hi, guys...how long as i don't have came inside and write a blog to share you all at here with my life.
 
It's painful and panic with my life within a month before...
I also discovery that I’m not a stronger woman as before...
I always told guys there they must be confidence and talent for doing anything wants to do...
By the side, I cannot do well before such as it is before.
I would say BEFORE because before measuring I was too younger before as strong body as I can do well as I can.
I know my sisters shall support me on time, by the way I felt shameless as what i am doing actual.
I very appreciated to my friends and say “THANK YOU VERY MUCH BE MORE AND MORE AND MORE..."
They support me and gave me a lot of useful idea or shared they rational think with me. They are very be grateful and be my fortunate for known them and met friend with them.
 
I thought I was nothing here sentiments with somebody relationship as my life partner...
I have a think through the way across to link a guy be my boyfriend or find a part-timer boy friend for some time I would feel that lonely at night, especially mid-night... There will be a more sentiment thinking and clearer brainstorm thinking anything while sudden. I want to NOTICE here:"WHO will interested be my part-timer boyfriend??? Must be truth feeling that one I can be they consider to do research how you want to be a boy friend there the girl want to find what kind of guys be them boy friend."
Of cause, I won't know all the girl of the world want what kind of b f they wanted but I shall share to them, at least you will get lonely if who cannot stable they life just now.
 
I know what quality I have and how can I meet a guy as well through appear in my life? HOW long again I want to waiting for?
I find that I cannot met out the friends as before, I mean the quality of friend i actual interest to be meet them. May be my temperament is not suitable with who i want to meet. I cannot verse it be a remarkable person, why I will says like that is due to my experience with most of sentiments with guys...I have in relationship more than one time, and I have use two different way to be how they want that kind of girl friend they be. Most different as I changed degree of personally and want to be they lovely partner. One thing I found that must know is how your cupper’s parents like you in a level does. Shall they like you most and respect they child choose the partner forecast in future life or you are just pedestrian of the guy's life? This question must clear to know it lightly.
 
I will stop here and continuous my life with sharing to you all as my blogger pedestrians in future time as soon.
I true wishes you all can happiness at all the time with everyday....
I like you all.....>,<  Mucckkkk!!!    Take care of your life...
Lastly, Thanks for your time......
 
quote, April 30,2009: 1:44am

have a now life

i wanna started my step of new life...
i have made a decision than get a new life and i have more expirence at my way of life.
i really miss him a lot but i was made decision so i must keep it in hard.
although i very missing him hug with me that warm, i wont forgotable....
thanks a lot my friends for support me along a way.
i was very be grateful to them and all the person who are take care of me a lot....and my parents...
i hope that i can make my life more meaning and more diffirent than other.
i wont talk too much since i was wrong been action.
take care my friends.....
 

 
thanks for my friends take concerned for me....
thanks a lot......
 
i really dun want to explain to anyone.
i not am a brave girl for a fact of anyhings which i was does.
my personality is very bad than as a cow....

how to explain..?

how to explain......欲哭无泪
要怎样去解释?

be confidance

if i can be confidance myself, than i wont be right now....
 
why?
 
why i will be like that?
 
who can tell me why?
 
i'm not care and love all the time now i having....
 
just right now i says, if that was wrong, i wont be right now.....
 
why?   cause if you know and you be situation right now, than you will not thinking more about or worry more of things of yours....
 
i'm be not confidance right now....i'm loser be myself.....
 
whole world is right and i was wrong doing anything without live in the world....
 
shameless with my life??
 
NOT!!!!!! I felt it i can carry it in tough....I will always support myself....

heart in hurt...

~ 愛,永遠都會存在,永遠在我的心中… … ~

日子过得还好吗?

大家好!我想休息了……
 
也许近几个星期都不会看到我上来了……
 
因为展翅了,春天的到来,就像被人慢慢的从我身上剥落下来……
 
学习远景似如风光亮眼透视世晨,无际的阔海乃是天边的无极……
 
 
 
也许做错了选择
 
 
这也许是我的考验
 
我坚持到底
 
誓为选择而无悔
 
……

深夜里

在這個深夜里,感覺很清涼,很舒服……
很想找朋友聊聊天,談心事……尤其是很想和我男朋友聊天……
可惜他明天有做工,昨夜他又喝醉酒……其實我真的很傷心,每當他喝酒,我都會替他擔心,怕他會出事……
 
因為我的考試關系,我們已經沒有見面兩個星期了……有幾次還因為有了爭吵,不說話呢!
他每天工作都很遲放工,能見我的時間也只有晚上。晚上是他放工回家休息的時間,卻又被我占有了。
我實在不忍心……男人外出工作,回到家7、8點就是想好好在家休息,哪兒還有精力晚上出來啊!
想想,長期下來身體會不健康,而且他年齡也不小了……
 
晚上,我通常只是會跟朋友出街喝喝茶。因為晚上比較寧靜,腦袋想的東西會比較清晰、也會比較感性……
所以我蠻喜歡晚上出來聊聊天。但是,要是他約我的話,就是坐下來,然后看他喝酒……我真的很不喜歡,我怕……怕會出事。
其實我很關心他,我常常會為他的后路著想,但他卻誤以為我特別喜歡跟朋友出。寧愿放棄跟他出都要跟朋友出……
我們還常常為了這個而爭吵了起來!我真的很不開心……
 
我能確定,我會對朋友很好,相對起對男朋友,表面上是大大不同的。
為什么男朋友的總是:不可以,不可以。不可以!!!
朋友的總是:好吧!別太遲回……但朋友總是愛耍弄我,不遲也不放我走……
我該如何是好?
 
其實,像我男朋友這樣不太會體恤我的想法、做法、感受的人,我早就應該放大家一條生路了……
但,我知道,他真的很愛我……我也有少許喜歡上了他(五個月前)……
但他沒做錯事,我怎么能無緣無故甩他。而且我承諾與他要好好與他相處,慢慢學習與人相處之道。
實際的考驗、艱難的阻擾……我們都慢慢克服了……
但,心靈的聲窗之道,還是相差很遠。我們的想法不同,當然很多事情都是不一致,用的方法就是:你遷就我,我遷就你……
大家讓一步……正所謂,“退一步,海闊天空”
 
希望啊真的能夠相信我,明白我的心……
 
有時候,他真的很關心我,有時還很尊重我呢!!!
我最忍受不住的是,他在與我交談之中的粗俗語言,真的很難忍受……
 
希望退替補海闊天空,這樣,每一天都是快樂的一天!!!!1
希望你們也能感受得到!!!

what i want to do?

i made a quarrel with him again....
i have sent sms told him yeserday when he had not come and exuctived him promise...
afthernoon....he call me and asked me wanna goes out have a dinner or not?
i answered him , "NOT!!!"
 
so..he angry with me....because i does want go out which my promise...
again, i have told my mum i will have dinner at home...
i'm lost agian.....
i heard he burshit to me....
i not herad more again and leave my phone on the desk which he on conversation.
i know i am wrong be act like that...but i does want heard he not sound good..
i know i have not repect he this time...
 
anyway, god blessing....
 

心情浮浮沉沉的

為什么心情總是浮浮沉沉,是不是心情不穩定啊?
 
為什么好像感到很憂郁?我是不是要憂郁癥了?
 
為什么所有感覺都不一樣了?是不是長大了,所有的都變了?
 
我很想找回以前的感覺……我很想念以前的生活……很開心、很開心……
以前的我是不是太多東西不知道了,所以少了煩惱,快樂就沒攔截我不開心咯?!!
所以長大了成為大人,煩惱也會多很多很多了。
 
其實也有很快樂的事的……就好像我認識了以為中國傻傻的朋友。她的名字為田楊春子-也為傻妮子。
她很可愛的哦!個子高高的,頭發長長的,是中國城市的獨生女。
我有她的可愛照噢……就讓你們瞧瞧吧!
           
 
有看到嗎?是不是傻傻的、又可愛的妮子啊?
 
她啊!人也蠻不錯的,如果想認識她,問過她先吧!不然她把我剁成百多塊啦……很慘嗒!
哈哈!這就是我開心的事啦!!!!:)

POWER FAILED

Today examlike power failed get injured in my mind...
Does not how to wrote a format letter..and what is organisation process??? is communicate skills be success in a convesartion?
Ai yaya......painful......disstress....
 
怎么全身累累的~精神很不好。。。狀態也不是很好!救命啊!!!
我好像感覺自己不是很開心似的。我不知道是為了什么?也不知道發生了什么事?
近來的生活好像少了一些東西似的,悶悶的、累累的、迷迷糊糊的~
 
我們已有將近十二天沒有見過面了,近來過得還好嗎?
你的病好一些了沒?有點少擔心你了~怎么辦?是不是少了頂嘴,少了爭吵,所以平靜了許多……
 
考試期間為什么總是特別的累?為什么總是朦朦朧朧的感覺……
就連朋友在我面前經過,我都不注意得到。
 
我最近到底在干嘛啊!!!心神不寧似的。
這個星期五,國耀就要去臺灣了,就學兩年。
又多一個朋友要深造了。
 
今天在地鐵上,我在想如果讀到二十四歲才出來工作會不會太遲了一些?如果二十三歲出來會不會比較好一些?
那我該怎么辦?讀了那么多書,也不能說一是要嫁人去,那豈不是很浪費才華?可是我想二十六歲就家人去。
這樣的想法會不會太不切實際啊?好像不是為自己而活……單身固然開心自在,但少了最在乎的人一聲聲在身邊關心、關懷著你,陪伴著你,一起走過美好的未來。
我是不是很幼稚啊!考試期間我還有時間想這些無聊的東西,但我總覺得很累、很累~
我很想開放自己,我想自由的生活。
 
我們永遠都是媽媽的心肝寶貝,他們總是不放心我的長大,很想自己做決定。
但為什么人總是這么的矛盾?有人管的時候,就不想有人管;沒有人管的時候,又想找個人來管管自己。
 
總而言之,我一定要努力加油!活出屬于自己天空的色彩來……

wanna be examination...

So scary....
 
Tomorrow is my first exam within english paper...
not be fully power be prepared go though to exam....
 
A meawhile  before i was read some shared stories...
There are very nice and meanful stories..
 
Wanna be exam , i was wacthing movie again and again...
i failed my exam finnally despire i not have hardly study be patiance....
 
wishes all in the best....
besy wishes all PASS in the exam..!!!! :) Smile

家的感覺

 
看完我朋友的部落格,感受了家的感覺……
 
以前在我讀中學的時候,我都會很想回家,因為在家的感覺真的很好。
我覺得家人都很疼愛我,尤其是我媽媽、二舅舅、小舅舅等,他們都很疼愛我。
要什么都會有什么,因為他們說我的嘴巴夠甜,說我很會在適當的時候“做人”。
所以我要什么,很多時候我都會得到我所要。我很幸福吧!!
 
這也是我的優點,也是我的缺點…… 
因為這樣,哥哥與妹妹都會很妒忌我。
 
可惜我并沒有把這個關愛永遠保留在心中,沒有時時刻刻的提醒自己。
自從18歲那年,我戀愛了,就更讓幸福沖上頭了……
不像以前老是喜歡躲在家里,而是躲在男朋友的家里。
少了在家,少了跟媽媽聊天,帶少了很多歡樂給我媽媽。
媽媽開始將我不像一個正正經經的女孩子,不懂的珍貴,更不懂得女生的矜持;不自愛、不知羞恥……
那時的我就開始變了……
變得很自我……
脾氣很不好~ (四季化)》》》一瞬間開心,轉個頭有生氣起來了;一瞬間很傷心,過后馬上又笑了起來。哈哈~很難伺候吧!!!
 
到了這個時候……
我換了第二個男朋友
因為媽媽不喜歡這個男朋友,所以不認同我在一起是男女朋友的關系;不歡迎他來我們的家,更不愿意我與他交往。
我很難做人……  
他沒有做錯,我不能貿貿然說他……和他分手,這樣對他實在太不公平了!
所以
拖拖拉拉,我們在一起已有七個月之久了。
 
他……老實說要娶我,做他的老婆。  愛我、疼我、想我……
有時候,他的思想與脾氣真的很難忍受……
但是,在四個月前,我開始喜歡上他了…
喜歡上一個完全不合我的男朋友。
我卻告訴自已,讓自已又多一個機會來與人相處,學習處人之道。》》真的好考能力與總總難關。
我們都一一闖破了難關,一一闖破了考研。
 
因為我們的關系,我把媽媽弄傷心了……
我開始因為少聊天,而媽媽寂寞了很多、傷心了很多……
 
我開始明白媽媽把小孩養大的親情,那種感覺真的是難得。
我們有緣成為了今世的兩母女……有緣的,我們論壇的時候特別投入……
因為他……
上了我們兩母女的感情,為了彌補,我只好不要再讓她更傷心、更擔心我……
 
家的感覺真好!!
 
永遠都是一個好的避風港……
 
                                                                               ~ 媽媽,我愛你! ~
 
    ×  男朋友,我喜歡你!×
 
                                  同時,我更喜歡自已……   加油!!! :)
 

useless time - a quarrel

I'm wastage my time to do all not important thing and live in my life is vary unmeanful.
 
Yesterday i have made a  quarrel with my boyfriend.
these quarrel due to he doesn't understand all the question that why i always said not to him for ask me going out at night.
My friend was asked me that goes out to tmn connaught market night walking. I have decided go out with my friend and i have informed my mum which outstanding at meeting, simultaneously with my boyfriend.
Suddenly call was coming, came from he...he asked me if he wanna go out with I now, do i with him?
I was quietly and says nothing. He asked again who is imporant in my life between my friend and him...?
My answer is FRIENDs...
            He was very angry and felt sadness with my requirement. I have injuries and hurt again with he sentiments in my mind.
Sorry, my boyfriend......I very take seriously with my friend....value in my mind for friend is valuable.
I does want be alone, hence i will meansure my friend which are be with me as long as 1yr and above....Because all my friends are gone and continuos to find their strive a goals be successful in furture career.
Hence, i decided that i was made a explanation with my boyfreind within half an hour...
I want make strive towards with a goals in our sentiments..keep in smooth and sweet.
            Finally, i won......I hope that my boyfriend can understand with me how to value my friend.....Can not be difference with each other. I hope you will know about what i though....Thanks blessing love...

hai, anyone

how longi have not blog it and share the story in my life...
 
yesterday (12/02/09)
i have a quarrel with my bf......careless we wanna devide.....he was not happy with i going out with my specific friends(Eward)....due to back home lately and back in not on time......very hurted in my heart....i does want gave explanation again and again with him.
i also does like heard he talk loudly with me....we make many time quarrelment......we had hurted our sentiments again and again....
 
a few day before(before a day of chinese new year)
i had created new hair styles with short hair.......
take a look....
 
haha.....
 
 
1 week later......
i will start my examination as long a 2 weeks.....after that i will finished my semester 1....haha//...
i must strive towards a goal.........blessing...more more.....with me...

心声的世界

 
深夜了
宁静的夜晚     总是感觉脑袋特别的清醒
让我有种想入非非的感觉
在想着什么
 
也许是在另一方的你
你的存在
总是让我不知觉得感受你     关心你
你的近况如何了
过得还好吗
快乐吗    充实吗
是有色彩的吗
还是难忘的呢
 
感受你的感受
体会你的生活
体验你的人生
感觉你的心情
 
 
朋友们
你们都过得还好吗
都上了轨道
朝着自己的目标   方向前奔
前途   是充满了灿烂光芒
 
一道道的彩光    照耀着你得摇路
一道道的彩光    引导着你的未来
一道道的彩光     发出浑身力量的光芒
 
 
最近的生活
 
总算过得还像普通人
生存在同一个空间     吸着同一类型的空气与阳光
唯独   心里的梦想
心里的感受
需要透过透明导体来反映出自己的心情
自己的感觉
 
盲目的空间
可以麻木自己
暂时停顿时间    调理心情
 
 
饮料
 
可以分为很多种类
唯有一种    不好喝的饮料
总是让人    回忆无穷
没尝试过的人   会想体验成长的滋味
尝试过的人   却想回味之间的过程
不习惯的人   偏偏就迷上了这种饮料
习惯这种饮料的人   却认定了这是属于自己的饮料
满足心情的   空缺
 
突然好想转移空间
来到这不色彩的迷人空间
沉醉当中
 
因为心里遇到了一些的不愉快
好想暂时   让自己休息
……
 
~ 醉酒的世界 ~